A Cockhold

From thoust own liberation comes to light blossom deceit
Thus far, tis noble and just of you to falter when erred upon
Mention not these sins to me and I shall not admit defeat
For I know whose body thoust yearns for cherishes and dons

Dear Elizabeth,
I have spent my days remembering how it felt to hold you. How I felt when you placed your lips against mine and I drank in your breath. I wonder now, after all of these years, if you remember yesterday as I remember it. We have grown distant these summers past- but through that distance I have never stumbled, never faltered. Yes through this separation in time and space I have kept my ways. I have sworn before god to love, honor and cherish- you have lingered in my memory and to this I vow- you shall remain in my heart for the rest of my days.

The smell of your sex wafts fruitfully toward my inflamed nostrils
Until it ripens and pierces my heart
I still remember the taste of your skin
That sweet cinnamon apple taste of your skin
It still lingers upon my tongue
I am still wandering and wondering before it is too late
And the last battle hymn of the republic has been sung

Dear Elizabeth
It hurts me so that you no longer confide in me; no longer trust me with your feelings. There are discoveries that I have made as of late. I wish to burry them deep within this void that I alone have created. Yet as the nights pass your secret weighs heavy on my mind. As when you return to me from your late night rendezvous- as when your lips pout from filled juices. I know they are placed there to ridicule and humiliate me. Yet when you lower that nectar filled cunt to my mouth- I will drink every single drop.
I am beaten I am merely for you, and there is nothing else left to be.

For thou art refuge in darkness (I have turned out the light)
For thou art the beginning (As my world ends)
For thou art my heart and soul (Taken from me without qualm)
For thou art my undoing (As I have lost all will to fight)

Dear Elizabeth,
Do like what I have become? Would I end this if I could? Fraught with questions that were never meant to be answered, I am not the same man as I used to be. I don’t need no one, no way, no how- yet the taste of your cum mingled with his will linger on my tongue forever. This madness of your fuck has driven the very essence of me and my emotions to the brink of insanity
(From the very place that it is housed)

I am yours
I am degraded
I am humiliated.
And I am aroused.