All My Lives

I was born a
Singer,
Spinning words and
Melodies into serene canvases.
From my past, pain burned
A path through my
Dreams, corrupting
My songs with the
Truth.
I died a lonely death
In a stranger's loving embrace.

I lived a mother, watching my
Agony
grow into a glowing success,
Honouring my memories
And feeding me lives. Her
Love lasted beyond my
Longest sleep;
As did hers, and hers,
And hers....

I killed with my eyes,
Raped with my
Voice;
Children wept as I
trampled their glee
And shit on their hearts.
And
I clawed in fear when steel
Fucked my soul, spilling
Its cold hatred
In my gut as my punishment.
I died slowly... so slowly...

I loved a woman with
Sparkling grey
Eyes.
Her lips would touch
Me when she
Said my name.
My heart would
Dance with hers as we touched
Our
Bodies in sweet, delicious,
Sweaty sex.
We died in fire and
Beauty.
Our flesh
Creaked and burst,
Melting
Into a single
Orgasmic corpse.

My lives are as
Countless as
The stories I try to
Shape.
I don't know what I'll
Be tomorrow;
I don't believe what
I was
Yesterday.
And today...
Well, today is only another key
To
Discovery.