Away and Lost

~Away And Lost~
~Love comes with high cost~
My feelings are dark, alone, and lost~
Tired of the silence~
My bleeding heart~Stinging tears
into my salty ocean~
Souls are empty~
My life feels like an end~
Ending these quiet whisps of breath~
My only option seems to be death~
It's all that's left~Where am I? Where are you?~How long until someone realizes what I am going through~
Love and pain is infectious waste~My body caged by material~Secluded in my feelings~
Torturing in these walls~Celebrated in mourning death~For my heart angels would not fly~
It's not matter what I find~My eyes glaze over like I am meant to be blind~I regret this~Feeling so much~Suffering without touch~
Craving the hands I once knew~
Imagining why, when, and who~Hearing my name~Knowing it's a game~
Memories haunting my life~
What else can I give~
How much more sacrifice~
My sorry is burning red~
I can feel the pain inside my head~
Taking over my sensed~Rocking these lonely rooms~Never expect but to always assume~
Everything leaves so soon~
Love comes with high cost~
Needing my heart to become soft~
The memories are lost in my fears~
Please stay, Don't go~I
need you here~I hate me for what I know~Everything carries a price~
Even comfort in a friends advice~
Love comes with high cost~
Over the edge I go away and I am lost~