Beyond Reality

Beyond the smile that I still remember
Beyond the touch that tickled me
Beyond the softness of your lips
Beyond the closeness we once shared
Beyond the Gemini personality in you
      I feel a love that will never flourish
      My love will live alone like a flower in
      the midst of a jungle.
It will never make sense to you or anyone else.
              I know what I feel
              I know why I cry
              I know why I crave for you
              I know that you’ll never come back
              I know everything
              I know reality but I hate it
I don’t want to accept all that I know ‘cause life without you is like being a clown and not wearing a smile.