creature comforted

borrowed eyes
borrowed time
spent seeking out
comfort in lies
zip up tight
inside a body bag
of bliss
ignore what's there
outside
i can't go back
i know too much
no longer
can i feign
ignorance
it's just
stupidity
now
just defiance
no reliance
no thing
real-iant
hit me with
a hammer
maybe i will
become
amnesiac
then i can
go back
forget
complications
mental
mummification