Rage Without Boundaries

MY BURNING RAGE, is still here,
My violent rage is an endless fear.
If you took the time to live my life,
I'm sure you'd slit you wrist with the blade of a knife.
If you pondered and slipped into my corrupted head,
I'm sure you'd scream with hate, wishing you were dead.
I cry for someone to love, someone to hold and kiss,
I fall to my knees to ask, "Why is my life like this?"
I'm tired of the hurt and all the pain,
Tears fall from my eyes, like a storm of April rain.
My dreams are grey and my love is black,
I feel no affection, only the attack.
I'm trapped in an air tight bubble,
My messed up life is filled with so much trouble.
I feel so empty, and I feel so alone,
Lashes of hatred, cut right to the bone.
The tears in my heart get deeper everyday,
I don't hurt anyone, but I'm the one who has to pay.