Sacrifice

The sacrifice I am making
Drowning in ice coated tears
I am so fucked up I am shaking
Everything crumbles my fucked up plans
Can you change my life?
Make me suffer in your hands?
Am I wasting it all?
Just letting you break me
Watching my reality fall
Your eyes focus in
Hurting from afar
Stargazing into my eyes and sweat from my skin
The snow is freezing
Flurrying on the absence of thought
Is my fucked up mind more appealing than my heart
The univers is falling
Can we suffer in each others arms
I am crawling and descending
This isn't loud enough
I fucking hate you
I love you but my tempered wick is snuff
Hating the thought of what I could do
I know you suffer as much as I do
Black wings wrapping around me
Aching with restriction holding me tight
Fly me away from here
To beautiful suicides of the harsh night