Tears, heartache ,sorrow

I miss your smile, I miss your eyes, but most of all...I miss you... I miss your kisses the way you looked at me, as if I was a GOD. The way you talked to me, I was yours...yours forever. I hate not knowing what rely happened just a face to keep my end. hate being apart from you, wish I could just hear your voice, one more time see you one more time, hold you, kiss you one more time... but I can't why not??? coz I fucked up I fucked up real bad Although I might give a courageous face a face that don't seem to be disturbed by the pain and suffering done upon myself... its just a face to keep my pain to myself, my sorrow not to be passed upon someone else, my frustrations to boil up and up within. I once wrote about my love for you...but then I went and broke my promise to protect you... protect you from all evil, but I couldn't handle my own evil, my evil inside... wish you could hear my cries my silent scream for forgiveness... they say actions speaks louder than words what you did spoke a 1000 words.. Unhappy words my words...unforgivable painful words... was an act of rage... oh how I miss you