If I could go, and see what others see. I just might recover something. i could never grasp the exuberant motivation that was required for complacency. -its the only thing I've never done. run -The only thing ill never do. Perhaps? Hard work kept me honest. In a way. a hand in every accolade but earning not a one. A goal and worst fear the same: freedom. someplace else I might open my eyes wider and just see.