The Struggle

Ripping, clawing, pulling me

Which way to turn

My life turned on end

Confusion

Turmoil

Where and when will it end?

I want, yearn for what I am not

So then what am I?

My perceptions skewed

Right, wrong

Good, bad

Will I destroy myself?

Become what I’m not?

I need direction

Guidance

What are the answers?

Am I still me?