Vanished Touch

Twenty-three years old and still haunted by your face,
But I know when it's your time, you'll be put in your place.
Scared as hell for over ten long painful years,
Scared to face the world, to even face my peers.
I found the courage down in my soul to cry out loud and say NO!!
Regardless of the consequence, even if you told me to pack my bags and go!
I realize that I am not the one you who has to take the blame,
I am not the one who has to die with the guilt and shame.
When you die you will be the one to open hells gate,
You won't even get the chance to plead your sorrow or to even negotiate.
Because I am the victim who suffered far to much.
You can't hurt me anymore, because you are the VANISHED TOUCH.