You’re my favorite drug

Your attention is my drug
At first overwhelmed
Constant access
Tingles galore
Body alight

Time passed
My dealer knows
I’m hooked
No escape
Terrible yearning

Fight it
Cry
DTs suck
Anxiety overtakes me
Physical pain

Slight sadness
Feeling better
Maybe ok
Just ignore the pull
Still strong in the distance

You’ve noticed my escape
Why?
I’m not strong enough
Can’t fight the pull
Ur words a drug

This can’t end well
Ur simply the dealer
No feelings
Just offering ecstasy
And pain. Always pain.

Without escape
But do I really want it
I crave
Still crave
Those god damn tingles.