Help Ch. 1

The following story is fiction copywrited 2000 by Ray Dario.

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Mike sat on the edge of the bed waiting for his wife to emerge from the bathroom she had disappeared into nearly ten minutes ago. He was fidgeting and obviously anxious. Suddenly he heard the doorknob rattle and the door opened. The disappointed look on his wife's face told him everything he needed to know. She was not pregnant, just late, again. "Oh honey, don't worry. We'll have a baby someday."

"No! It's just not working." Ann slumped her shoulders and walked over to the bed. She sat down beside her husband. "I want to go to a doctor and get checked out. Maybe I just can't get pregnant."

"Okay, we'll both go. Maybe a doctor can help. I'll check around and find a good doctor tomorrow and make an appointment." Mike put his arm around his wife's thin shoulders and pulled her to him in a loving embrace.

Ann turned her head and looked up into Mike's clear blue eyes. She loved him. He was so kind and gentle. He wasn't the most handsome man in the world and God knew he wasn't the biggest in the world dick wise, but he was a good husband.

Mike looked down into his wife's big brown eyes and smiled. She was so lovely, with her jet-black hair perfectly framing her face and pale skin. He leaned down and brushed his lips over hers, feeling the full softness of her mouth. Their mouths parted and their tongues met and played with each other. Mike's hand slipped from Ann's shoulder and gently caressed her side. As the kiss grew more passionate he softly laid her down on her back and moved over her, his hand now cupping her soft full breast as his tongue lovingly explored her mouth.

Quickly, with the urgency in their bodies building, the two married lovers discarded their clothes and began their lovemaking in earnest. Mike kissed down Ann's slender throat, to her heaving chest. He cupped each full breast with his hands, feeling their weight. Ann had large breasts that were firm and taunt. Her nipples were very large and protruded nearly an inch when she was very excited, and right now she was very aroused. Mike kissed his way first to one nipple and then the other. He sucked one deep into his mouth, almost like sucking a small cock and let his tongue flick and tease it. It grew in his mouth as he held it with his teeth and pleasured it with his tongue. Slowly he kissed his way to her other nipple and repeated the process, teasing her until her cunt literally poured and she moaned loudly.

His cock was hard now, as hard as it ever got. It was only about five inches long and about the width of two of his fingers, small by any measurement. He knew he was small and so he tried to make up for it with his mouth. He kissed his way down his wife's tight stomach and across to her thigh. Still kissing and licking her teasingly, he kissed one thigh and then the other, opening her legs wide and exposing her dripping cunt. Her odor was exquisite and he could not resist any longer so he brought his mouth over to her sweet pussy and licked her lovingly. She came as he sucked her swollen pussy lips and her fluid filled his mouth and covered his face. He pushed two thin fingers deep into her cunt and began to fuck her urgently as he sucked her clit. He felt her buck under him and Ann brought her hands down to the back of his head and held his face on her cunt as she orgasmed again and again. After many minutes of this Mike could wait no longer and he moved up her body and pushed his small cock into her pussy. Even though he could only just barely feel her around him he came immediately depositing a very small amount of his seed just inside her pussy.

Mike was exhausted and so he rolled off his wife and lay beside her. She turned and smiled at him. "Mmm, that felt so nice dear." She said softly and she meant it. Well maybe not the four seconds of actual intercourse but the foreplay had been wonderful. This was how it always was, wonderful foreplay and then nothing, but Mike always made sure she had multiple orgasms before he got off so she figured he was a better lover than most of her friend's husbands. She really had nothing to compare him to. She was a virgin when they married and she had never even considered being unfaithful. Still she did hear stories from other women and had even read a few erotic stories on their computer while Mike was at work. And then there were the couple of porn video's they owned. Those guys were huge! Sometimes Ann wondered what it would be like to be fucked by a guy who had a huge cock, but whenever those thoughts crept into her mind she quickly pushed them out again.

Two weeks later they were leaving Doctor Martin's office. Doctor Martin was a noted fertility doctor that they had been referred to by their family physician. He had done some tests and examined both of them then had Mike give him a sperm sample. Before they had left he had discussed alternative ways to insure pregnancy, including artificial insemination.

The meeting disappointed Ann. "Do you think we will ever have a child?" She asked Mike as they walked to the car.

"Of course we will honey." Mike took her hand in his and held it lovingly. "We'll find a way to do this."

"But I don't want it to be cold and clinical in some hospital or anything like that! I want to conceive my baby naturally!" Ann began to cry softly as they got into the car and drove home.

Two days later Mike sat in his office chair stunned. Doctor Martin had just called him. Ann was fine, there was no reason she could not become pregnant at any time. He was the problem. His sperm count was so low that not even the most aggressive medicines would be likely to help. Doctor Martin suggested they look into adoption or perhaps a donor. His sperm count and the immaturity of his sperm removed even artificial insemination as an option without a donor.

Mike sat and stared at the wall of his office for a long time and then finally leaned his head down into his hands. He felt horrible, worthless. He wasn't a real man. He couldn't even father children. All of the inadequacies that he had ever felt rose up in his mind and threatened to overwhelm him. Fighting it back he made a decision. He would find a way to give Ann a child and to allow her to conceive it naturally. There had to be a way and he would find it!

For the next two weeks Mike worried and fretted over how he would accomplish getting Ann pregnant. Then one night as he laid tossing and turning his sleepy mind suddenly became crystal clear. He knew how she could conceive naturally. It was so simple even the doctor had suggested it, although probably not in the form Mike was going to take, a donor. Yes a sperm donor but not artificial insemination. No, they would find a man who could father children and he would get Ann pregnant in the old fashioned way.

Mike knew his plan would work but there was a problem. How would he get Ann to agree to it? He would have to approach it with care and be very careful on how he presented the idea.

For the next week Mike worked on how to present his idea to his lovely wife. Finally he had a plan on how to go about convincing her. That night as they sat on the couch watching a very lame comedy on television he brought up the subject.

"Ann, do you still want to have children?" he asked her.

"Oh, honey you know we can't." She said.

The sadness in her voice strengthened Mike's resolve. "But what if there was a way? Would you still want children?"

"Of course I would Mike, but there isn't. Please let's not talk about it okay?" Ann's eyebrows clinched together for just a second and then she looked away.

"Adoption isn't an option is it Ann?" Mike continued.

"Well, we could adopt, but I really want to carry my baby. You know, inside me." Tears began to well up in Ann's eyes. "Why do you want to talk about this? You're the reason we can't have children. I would think you would just drop it!"

Mike felt the sting of her accusation and looked down. He stared at his shoes for just a second and then his resolve stiffened once more. "But Ann, what if there was a way for you to conceive naturally and carry your baby inside you and have your baby the way you want? If there was a way, would you take it?" Mike wanted her to answer the question before he went on.

"Of course I would. Oh Mike I want to have that so bad. I would do anything to be able to have my baby like that." Ann looked at Mike, her anger gone, wondering what he had in mind. Surely he wouldn't be pressing like this unless he had thought of a way. "Is there a way?" she asked softly.

"Maybe." Mike said reaching out and taking her soft hand in his. "You know I love you very much Ann. If you say no to this then I'll never mention it again, but please think about it long and hard before you make a decision okay?"

"What is it Mike?" Ann asked, her interest was peaked and she leaned forward toward him. "How can we do it?"

"Well you remember Doctor Martin said we could use a donor?" Mike began but was quickly cut off by Ann.

"No! I won't do artificial insemination Mike. It is so, so, cold and, and wrong!" Ann snatched her hand out of his and turned her head away from him in indignation.

"No Ann, I'm not talking about artificial insemination. Let me finish please!" Mike reached out and took her hand back into his.

Ann looked back at him. "Then what?" She asked.

"Okay. Doctor Martin said we could use a donor, but we don't want it to be artificial or clinical right?" Mike said quickly.

"Right!" Ann said emphatically.

"Then let's use a donor but do it naturally." Mike knew this was the telling point and he really didn't expect Ann to take it well right off the bat. He just hoped she wouldn't refuse adamantly from the start and then he could work on her until she came around.

Ann stared at him with her mouth agape. "What? You want me to make love to another man to get pregnant?" She finally asked.

"No, not make love, just have sex with him to conceive a baby. He would be our sperm donor, but it would be a natural conception." Mike said, still holding her hands. He thought that her reaction was very positive because she hadn't slapped him or exploded and she actually looked like she was considering it.

Ann sat for a moment and then shook her head slowly. "No, Mike, I know you are suggesting this for me, but I don't want to be unfaithful to you. I would never want to hurt you."

"I know Ann, but I've been thinking about this hard and I really want this for you. I hate the fact that I am unable to father our children but if I can't do it for you in person I want to do it for you this way." Mike's eyes plead with Ann. "Please, just think about it for a little while, okay?"

Ann turned to face Mike and looked deep into his eyes. He really did want this, but how could she do it. She didn't want to have sex with anyone but him. On the other hand if it was just sex to conceive a baby then maybe it wouldn't be like cheating on him and if . No how could she think like that. "No Mike, there must be another way." She stood up and went into their bedroom.

Mike sat and watched her go. He knew she was thinking about it. He would just give her some time to consider it and then press the issue a little more.

It was three days later that Ann brought up the subject again. She and Mike were sitting on the couch watching television again when she turned to Mike and said. "Were you serious the other day? You know, about the donor."

Mike's heart leaped into his throat. He really hadn't expected her to bring it up. This was a very positive sign that she was really considering his plan. "Yes I was." He turned to face her and looked deep into her lovely eyes.

"How would we select the donor?" Ann asked quietly, not really sure even now that she wanted to do this, but for three days she had tried to think of another way and couldn't.

"Oh. I really hadn't considered that. How would we select a donor?" Mike hadn't thought that far ahead. He had just been thinking about getting Ann to agree to his plan. Now it looked as though she had agreed to it and wanted to take it to the next step.

"It would have to be someone who was very fertile." Ann said. "I mean I don't want to have to do this any more than I have to."

That was another thing Mike hadn't really considered. What if Ann didn't get pregnant the first time? They could arrange it so that she was the most fertile when they did it, but even that was no guarantee. "Yeah. That makes sense. I guess we would want to ask him to abstain for a few days too, just to be sure." Mike said thinking as quickly as he could.

"And it would have to be someone we don't know, but someone who was okay, and what about decease?" Ann said still looking at Mike. "How would we find someone?"

"Maybe we could put an ad in one of the swinger magazines or on the internet?" Mike suggested.

"That might work. We could have them send us pictures and maybe sperm counts and HIV tests from a doctor. We could even pay to have the tests run to make sure they were fertile." Ann was actually smiling now.

Mike took her hands in his and smiled back at her. "We'll place the ad tonight. Are you okay with this?"

Ann smiled back and for the first time in many weeks she was happy. She was going to have her baby after all. Mike was the best husband any woman could ever have! "Yes dear, I want to do this, for us."

"It would probably help our ad if I included a picture of you with it." Mike said.

"Yeah you're right. We have some snapshots around here somewhere." Ann said brightly.

"Well actually I was thinking of a picture of you, you know, in the nude." Mike said watching for his wife's response.

"Oh!" Ann said, completely stunned. She thought about it for a moment and then nodded her head. "Yeah your right, but we need to block out my face in case someone we knew saw our ad."

"I'll get our digital camera." Mike said and quickly walked to the office. He returned with the small camera and then looked around the living room. "Let's do it in the bedroom, so that no one recognizes our furniture or anything."

They went into the bedroom and Ann stripped off her clothes and laid on the bed with her arms down beside her and her legs tight together. Mike looked at her and realized it was going to take some work to get her to loosen up enough to get a really sexy picture of her.

"Hmm, I can't seem to get the shot right. It doesn't show how beautiful you are." He lowered the camera and thought for just a second. "Maybe if you stand up and smile."

Ann looked at him for just a second. "I thought we were going to blot out my face, why do I have to smile?" She asked.

"We are, don't worry, but a smile can change the way you hold yourself too. We want the donor to be interested enough to respond back to us. Don't we?" Mike said, quickly reassuring his pretty wife.

"Well okay." Ann replied getting off the bed and standing straight with her arms hanging at her side.

Mike worked with her for the next hour, taking pictures and showing them to her and getting her to pose more and more sexily. Finally he was satisfied with the pictures they had and as she dressed he uploaded them to his computer and carefully masked her face on the picture he had decided to post. Ann came in and looked over his shoulder at her picture on the computer.

"I didn't realize I looked so, so, slutty!" she said softly.

"Not slutty, sweetheart, sexy! And you are a very sexy lady." Mike said proudly. "We're going to have donors lined up a mile hoping for a chance with you."

Ann thought about that, visualizing men literally standing in line waiting to fuck her while she lay naked on her bed. The thought was definitely slutty but she felt her nipples harden at the image. "Oh I doubt that!" She said hoping her excitement didn't show in her voice.

Mike looked up at her. He could clearly see her erect nipples under the light t-shirt she had put on and the thought crossed his mind that she might be starting to enjoy the idea of being with another man. He quickly put the thought out of his mind.

The two of them worked together to on the wording of the ad and then got on the internet and found a local swingers site that had a personals section. They placed their ad and then sat looking at it online for a few minutes.

"Do you think anyone will really answer?" Ann asked.

"Yes, with that ad and that picture of you I'm sure will get a huge response." Mike said and then he led his pretty wife back to the bedroom and the two of them made love for the next three hours. Each time Mike licked Ann's pussy all she could think about was a line of men waiting to deposit their sperm into her willing cunt. She came again and again until even Mike was surprised at her excitement.

The next day when they checked their email they had almost a hundred responses to their ad. In the ad they had directed the men to send pictures of themselves and most did. Ann was surprised at the number who sent nude pictures and just seeing all those hard cocks made her so aroused that she grabbed Mike and nearly ran to the bedroom. Once there she stripped and then pushed him down on the bed and literally sat on his face.

"Oh Mike, eat my pussy, make me cum. Mmm I need your tongue on my cunt now!" Ann moaned out as she pressed her dripping pussy down onto Mike's willing mouth. As she did this she fantasized about three of the men who had responded to their ad. Visualizing them fucking her and filling her cunt with sperm. Then, to her surprise, she thought about Mike sucking their cum from her cunt. With a clear realization she knew she wanted him there when she fucked her donor and wanted him to watch her orgasm on another man's cock. She wanted him to watch her fuck and fuck and fuck.

She came so hard on that thought that she lost her balance and slid off of Mike's face and onto his chest. He didn't stop licking but now his tongue was dancing all over her anus. He reached up and pulled her back just enough that he could get his tongue deep into her ass and continued licking until she had recovered from her massive orgasm. Soon she was moaning again, enjoying this new experience of having Mike lick her ass. She ground her ass onto his mouth and he reached up between her legs and began to finger her sopping pussy. Ann pretended that it was one of her donor's fucking her while Mike licked her ass and in no time she came again, even harder than before. This time she fell completely off of Mike's wet face and turned around to face him.

"Mmm, that was the best ever!" she said softly.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it." Mike grinned.

"I hope you did too." She looked at his eyes, full of love and felt just a twinge of guilt over her desires.

"I did." Mike said. " Believe it or not, I was fantasizing about watching you and another man, and then maybe licking you afterward."

"You were? Would you really like that?" Ann couldn't believe what she was hearing. Now she didn't feel guilty anymore.

"Yes. I want to watch you with your donor, and I want you to enjoy it." Mike replied.

"Are you sure? What if I like it a lot?" Ann studied his face, looking for a reaction that might tell her she had gone to far.

"Then maybe we will have to have a big family!" Mike said laughing then he leaned over and kissed his wife deeply.

"A big family huh." Ann thought and then surrendered to her husband's loving kisses.

After a long time the two lovers got up and went back to the computer. Ann studied each donor's reply to her ad and finally narrowed her list down to five men. All were very well endowed and quite handsome. Two were successful businessmen, one was an associate professor at a local college, one was a simi-pro baseball player and the last was a computer programmer. She wrote back to those five asking them to go to a doctor and get a sperm count and HIV test done. She told them to send them the doctor bill along with the results and they would gladly pay it. It was eight days later when they finally had the test results back for all five.