A Friend's Confession

"Tell me you want it...we're not going any farther if I think I've forced you into this. You're not going to use me as an excuse for freaking out later. Now tell me what you want."

I looked up at him, as he looked down at me. His expression was deadly serious as the strength of his erection. Drew was closing the door on my excuses, and giving me one final way out. I paused for a moment, before I heard the words escape from my lips... and I was surprised by my own response.

"Give me your cock...I want to get you off...I want to see you shoot it." Unbelievable, I actually just asked to suck another man's dick. I knew, however, that Drew was the only man I could do this with...there would be no others.

"Get your ass up, then...let's take this someplace with more room."

As I stood up, Drew gripped my erection and led me back to his bedroom. I felt a little ridiculous being guided this way, but enjoyed the feel of his touch. It was clear that Drew had been horny as hell the last few days as I saw a bottle of lube, a box of Kleenex, and a stack of DVD's on the nightstand. Anyone over the age of twelve could put those clues together.

"Nice little jerk-off station you've set up here." I said sarcastically as Drew pushed me face-up onto the bed.

"Hey...sometimes you have to do, what you have to do. Right now, we have to get back on each other's pricks."

Drew wasted no time in kneeling over my body in a sixty-nine position. Taking my cock fully into his mouth, I groaned deeply as his own dick brushed my nose while it dangled from above. Given the angle of our bodies, I found it difficult to lift my head to his cock, and found myself gripping the cheeks of his ass for support. The light covering of hair, and the firmly muscled texture, was radically different to touch than Linda's soft and supple moon. Drew noticed my difficulty, and we were soon lying on our sides, still feasting on each other's engorged rods. Feeling a bit more relaxed, and resigned to the fact that this was happening, I found it easier to take more and more of him into my mouth. Eventually, I swallowed all of him to the root...my nose pressed into the folds of his scrotal sack. I still had the occasional urge to gag...but found ways to suppress it as I focused on the sensations at my own cock.

"Unghhh...shit, man...that feels so fucking good. Tracy never did it like that." Drew sighed as I took him in deeply, running my tongue along what I knew would be sensitive spots.

"Mmmph...mmmph." My response was muffled as Drew began to piston in and out of my willing mouth.

Drew took a break from my dick and gently licked my balls as he lifted my leg over his shoulder. His tongue moving slowly from my balls, he traced a path underneath and licked lightly at the opening of my anus. No one had ever done that to me before, and I was shocked at the intensity of the sensation.

"Oh, shit...oh, fuck...damn, that's fucking weird!" I screamed as my friend buried his tongue into my hole.

Drew alternated between licking my hole, and sucking my cock, taking me to levels of pleasure I had never experienced before. I eagerly resumed my work on his rigid pole, but couldn't bring myself to reciprocate on the ass-play. Drew's breathing was getting more rapid, and his nuts began pulling tighter to his body...I knew without a doubt, what would happen next. Just as I was preparing to pull away from his cock and watch another man shoot for the first time, Drew used one hand to hold my head firmly on his twitching rod, while a spit-soaked finger from his other hand drilled deeply into my virgin hole. I wasn't prepared for that at all, and the pain was searing as tears welled-up in my eyes. My cries of pain were loud, but muffled, with his thick sausage still stuffing my mouth.

"I'm cumming, dude...oh, fuck...eat my load, man." Drew grunted as stream after stream began pooling at the back of my throat.

Swallowing his load was not on my agenda, nor was having anything up my ass. I struggled not to choke as his hot cream filled my mouth and overflowed past my lips. I couldn't help but swallow some of his spunk. The taste wasn't great, but not as bad as I feared. None of that really mattered at the moment, as I was feeling angry about having no choice in the matter...at either end of my body. Drew removed his digit from my burning hole, and lye back panting in recovery from his pent-up orgasm. My own erection had lost some intensity due to the pain moments earlier, but I still needed to bust a nut in the worst way. I was now lost in the raw emotions of lust and retribution.

"You mother-fucking son of a bitch...thanks for giving me some warning...much less a fucking choice!" I yelled as I wiped Drew's cum from my chin, and stood kneeling on the bed.

"Shit, man...I'm sorry...really..." Drew replied, his mind lifting from the fog.

"Piss off...you want to fuck around...fine...then you're going to get fucked."

I didn't allow Drew to complete his apology as I flipped him over on the bed, his fuzz-covered ass in full view. I quickly grabbed the bottle of lube from the nightstand and coated my aching cock with the slick fluid, stroking myself to full hardness. I roughly pulled my friend up by the hips into a doggy-style position, and pressed my dick against his anal ring.

"Dude, I'd be pissed too...let me... Arrghhh...oh, damn!" Drew screamed as my cock popped into his tight hole.

I plowed into his tight ass, burying my shaft completely in one stroke. Drew's hole felt every bit as tight and inviting as my wife's constricted chute. I was overcome with the pressing need to get off, and I quickly developed a brutal rhythm in and out of his hairy cheeks. I grunted in a primal tone with each thrust into his bowels. The feeling of my balls slapping into another sack added to the foreign and taboo nature of my act. Drew whimpered with a mixed tone of pleasure and pain as he tightly gripped the sheets and bit into a pillow.

"Fuck me, man...fuck my tight little ass! I deserve it man...I'm a fucking prick...use my hole!" Drew grunted between strokes, as though I needed any encouragement.

Sweat dripped from my forehead and onto Drew's back as I worked his ass furiously. I could feel my balls boil as the point of no return quickly approached. At first, I intended to pull out and shoot across his back, but decided I wanted Drew to feel as used and violated as I felt. Gripping his hips tightly, I plowed deeper into him than ever before as I shot a massive load into his rectum. I hadn't cum that strongly in years, and my cock pulsed with each hot ribbon of seed the streamed into Drew's gut. My cock made sloppy, sticky sounds as I withdrew from my friend's well-used ass...cum flowed from his hole and down the back of his balls. We lay exhausted, breathing heavily, for several minutes before either of us said a word.

"Damn...my ass feels like a phone pole went up there. I feel shitty for getting off on it...especially after what I did to you. I was just consumed, man...I don't know what else to say." Drew said sincerely as he reached for a Kleenex, and wiped cum from his ass-crack.

"Its ok...now that the heat of the moment is over, I'm not near as pissed off about it. I really shouldn't have been that rough with you...I hope you're not hurt." I replied with a serious case of guilt creeping in.

"I'm good...fairly certain I'll walk again. Not sure how you're feeling right now...but I have to say that was fucking incredible for me. You ok? Want to beat the shit out of me?"

"I'm past the need to kick your ass...since I've already done that in one way or the other. That was easily the best sex I've had in a while. I hope it's because of the novelty, and not a change in my sexuality...I'm having trouble with the whole gay aspect of the thing."

"Man, you are one uptight prude. I'm surprised you ever got past the missionary position. Look...neither one of us is going to get divorced, give up pussy, or go cruising the gay bars. I have zero interest in doing this kind of thing with anyone but you...and that's because I trust you completely. This never has to happen again...just chalk it up to an experiment that didn't go well."

"I don't know...I need to sleep on it...sure as shit can't deny I got off on it. I'm going to rinse off and head to bed. Catch up with you in the morning." I said as I slapped his thigh and walked lazily to the bathroom. Drew left me alone as I quickly showered and returned to my room.

The next morning, I woke up with my mind still unclear how I felt about last night's events. Drew was my best friend, and I'd shared something with him that I had never shared with another man...and knew I couldn't share with any other man. It was a restless night, but I came to realize that I could deal with this...it may or may not happen again...either way was ok with me. Stretching, and scratching my head, I shuffled to the kitchen wearing only the t-shirt and boxers I had worn to bed. I was making coffee when Drew appeared, his hair still wet from a shower, in a new pair of basketball shorts and no shirt. I looked at his body this time with a different perspective, finding myself appreciative of his lean frame and defined muscle tone. I couldn't help but wonder if I was going to start looking at other men this way...the thought somewhat disturbed me.

"Good morning, Mike. Forgive me for being blunt...but are we ok? Last night was, at the least, a little intense" Drew said with sincere concern.

"Yeah...we're good. I honestly haven't had a sexual experience as strong as that in years. I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it. I had all night to work it out in my mind...I'm cool with it. For me, though, it wouldn't work with anyone but you...it's not something I'm comfortable with outside of our unique friendship."

"Cool...I'm glad you're not completely freaking out. I was worried you might beat yourself up over the whole thing. I couldn't deal with that. Is it something you would ever do again...or are you looking at it as a one-time experiment?" Drew asked as he sat at the table with some toast and coffee.

"I knew you were going to ask me that, and I've answered the question in my mind a million different ways. Let's just say I'll keep an open mind to it. You've forced me to think a lot about the way I view sex, and I've altered some of my prejudices...we'll take the hurdles one at a time."

"I can't ask for any more than that. I'll whip up some pancakes, then we'll tackle the rest of the bathroom."

We at breakfast quietly...reading the paper and occasionally commenting on sports scores, politics, etc. Afterwards, I cleared the table and told Drew I'd change and meet him at our never-ending project. I was pulling another set of work clothes from the drawer when Drew walked into my room, carrying a small cloth bag.

"I feel like I ruined something for you that you might really enjoy. Take this home, and see if Linda would like to help you out...it's new, so don't worry about any cooties" Drew said as he tossed the small bag toward me.

Catching it with one hand, I looked inside and found a small dildo with packets of anal lube. The dildo was thin, cock-shaped, and about five inches long. It was certainly the most unusual gift I had ever been given, but I immediately understood the point Drew was trying to get across.

"Wow...that was quick shopping...how did you know I wanted one?" My voice was thick in sarcasm.

"It was one of those free gift things with my last order of DVD's. It's a good size to start with...I think you both might like it. Hope I haven't offended you."

"Not at all...I appreciate the peace offering after what you put me through last night. I just wasn't ready for that at all." I said as my mind recalled the incredible feeling of his tongue dancing around my hole...and the later pain as he forced his finger inside.

"It can be really hot and add to the intensity of your lovemaking if you both learn to do it right. I'm no Dr. Ruth when it comes to sex advice, but I can tell you that Tracy and I really enjoy it." Drew leaned against the frame of the door as he continued to praise the virtues of anal sex.

"I'm sure you're right, man...Linda really likes it up the butt on occasions. I'm sure she'd get off on doing it to me...that whole "dose of your own medicine" idea would probably appeal to her." I said laughing, confident that my wife would love to play along.

I looked at Drew as he stood against the door and noticed him adjusting himself in his shorts. His action wasn't anything overtly sexual, just a quick scratch of the balls, but I found myself admiring his form, and wondering if I had really missed something incredible. I could feel my cock stirring as the memory returned of his work on my cock and ass. I knew what I wanted, and my heart began to pound as I actually considered asking for it. Following through would leave no doubt as to whether I'd be up for more. I decided to let go of my inhibitions, and just enjoy it for what it was, with someone I trusted. I emptied the contents of the bag onto the blanket, knelt down on the floor against the bed, with my chest lying flat on the mattress.

"Show me...fill me in on what you wanted me to feel last night." I said as my cock began to swell within the confines of my boxers.

"Uh...ok...you sure, man?" Drew replied hesitantly.

"Right now...before I change my mind and feel like a fool for lying like this."

"Alright...we'll take our time. I promise not to hurt you or rush anything. Tell me to back off at anytime."

Drew's words were comforting as he stepped behind me, running his hands up my t-shirt, massaging my back and pushing the material up to my armpits. I reached over my head and pulled off the shirt, as the bunched material was uncomfortable across my chest. Drew continued the soft massage while I lay prone on the mattress. Kneeling between my legs, his hands ran down my back and gripped the elastic band of my boxers, pulling them down over my ass. Drew reached to the front and withdrew my hardened cock from the fly so he could pull the shorts completely off me. I moaned softly as he gently stroked my shaft, caressed my balls, and traced a finger between my hairy cheeks.

"For a guy...you've really got a nice ass." Drew said as he squeezed and massaged each of my muscled loins.

I could feel the cool air of the room as he spread my cheeks wide, his breath teasing my hole. Soon, his tongue was dancing around my tightened pucker...the feeling was incredible and I began moaning deeply with pleasure. Drew did expert work as he licked his way down my ass, over my balls, to the tip of my cock, and back again. He repeated this over and over for several minutes, occasionally rubbing my aching dick and building my arousal.

"Oh, fuck...yes! Damn, you're good at that." I said, reaching back and pressing Drew's face deep into my crack.

"Shit...this is hot. Give me a breather, dude. Let's try what didn't work so well last night...just relax, and trust me." Drew said, catching his breath and reaching for one of the lube packs.

The fluid was cold as Drew squeezed the lube onto my waiting hole. Working slowly, he eased one finger into my twitching rosebud. He entered easily now with the lube, and already the sensation was a vast improvement over the forced entry of last night. Giving me several seconds to adjust, moving his finger slowly in and out of my hole, he eventually progressed to two fingers inside my anal ring. Encouraging me to relax my sphincter and providing more lubrication, I found myself enjoying this new intimacy...particularly when his fingers brushed past my prostate.

"Oh fuck, man...that's wild as hell. I had no idea it could feel like this. I can almost understand why gay guys get into it." Apparently, not all my prejudices were resolved.

"Safe to say, the straight community doesn't have all the answers. You ready to go further? Think you can take this five inch monster?" Drew said, his fingers still probing my ass.

"Yeah...I think so. What about you...got anything I can suck on?"

"Shit, yes...thought you'd never ask."

I moved up onto the mattress in a doggy position as Drew dropped his shorts and slid underneath me. I took the opportunity this time to really look at his cock. The thick vein along the top and the loose, shaved sack had an entirely new appeal, and I worked quickly to taste every inch of him. No longer fighting with myself as to whether or not I should be doing this, I actually took a great deal of pleasure in being able to pleasure my friend...evidenced with every grunt and groan he uttered. I still couldn't bring myself to lick his ass...my tongue never even touch Linda there...but I did concede to pushing a spit-soaked finger into his twitching rosebud. Drew had continued to lube my ass with his fingers...then suddenly pulled out for what seemed an eternity. My hole felt stretched, exposed, and vulnerable. I could hear the sound of my friend applying lube to the rubbery dildo.

"Relax as much as you can...it might hurt for a few seconds, but your well lubed...the pain should pass quickly if you relax."

Drew pressed the head of the silicone dong against my brown eye. My muscle ring tightened, as Drew pressed harder against my opening. I knew it wasn't that large, but my mind had other notions.

"Push back against it...almost like taking a dump." Drew requested as his licked my balls.

While the idea seemed a little gross, I did as he asked, and was surprised as the head of the dildo slipped quickly inside. My sphincter burned mildly as it adjusted to the new width, but soon felt relatively comfortable. Sensing my easing tension, Drew began a slow fucking motion with the toy, moving it in ways to tease my prostate. After the initial shock, I was extremely surprised how good it felt. Between the probing of my ass, and Drew's cock in my mouth, I was quickly getting lost in sexual pleasure.

"Fuck, man...you've really gotten good at sucking cock. Tracy has never been that good. I can't wait to taste your load, man. I'm going to leave this in your ass while you shoot...makes it pretty intense."

Drew and I had been playing for quite some time now, and neither of us could hold out much longer. He was as hard as I thought he could possibly get...pre-cum flowed heavily from his slit as I eagerly swallowed. Pulling off his prick, and stroking it while I fingered his ass, I looked at it with more lust than ever before. For the second time today, I knew what I wanted, and knew I had better do it now or never. Reaching for one of the lube packs, I opened it with my teeth, and spread the slick liquid heavily over Drew's aching rod.

"Fuck me...breed my virgin ass, man. I want to know what its like to have you inside me." I said, deep in lust as I stroked Drew's pole.

"Shit, dude...I want to...but you think you're ready? That's a big step from junior, here."

I reached back and pulled the dildo from my ass as I rolled over next to Drew. My back to the mattress, I pulled my legs tight against my chest and looked over to my stunned friend.

"Fuck me...I want to feel a real cock. If you can do it, then I can do it. Fuck me and fill my ass with your cum."

"No doubt I want to fuck that tight ass. Sure you want it this way? It might be more comfortable from behind, on your side." Drew's cock twitched with excitement as he spoke with concern for my cherry ass.

"Fuck me like this...I want to watch you slide into me." I said as tried to relax my puckering anal ring.

"Alright, dude...I appreciate the trust you're placing in me. If it gets too much, just say the word."

Drew moved between my legs, placing one on each of his shoulders. Pulling my hips up higher, and aligning his cock with my hole, I could feel the heat of the head as he pressed against my hesitant opening. Remembering to relax and push against the intruder, the tip of Drew's prick popped inside quickly. The pain was immediate, and I thought my ass would split in two.