Good Things to Those Who Wait

"Good morning, beautiful." I whispered into her ear. She giggled a little but pushed away from me.

"Ava, I have to tell you something." the look on her face told me that something was wrong. I was wondering what would bring on such a sudden mood change.

"It's okay you can tell me anything." I sat up and took her hands in mine. She looked scared. Like a little scared kid. She leaned her head down and looked at the bed instead of at me.

"It's about what I said last night. I lied when I said I wasn't ready to have sex." Zoey paused for a second but then looked at me. "I do want to have sex. It's just that I haven't been completely honest with you..."

I could sense the tension in her voice. So I tried to lighten the mood. "As long as there isn't a dick between your legs then we can deal with it."

"No smart-ass, I don't have a dick." Zoey smiled for an instant. "I should've told you this before but I really didn't know how. I was thinking about this a lot last night and I just have to tell you. Okay...I don't know how to say this so I guess I'll just say it... I've never had sex before."

"Like with a woman?" I couldn't help but tremble inside. I prayed that she wasn't talking about being a for real virgin. I did NOT sleep with virgins. It just wasn't smart.

"Like with anyone. I'm sorry I should've told you..." she started to cry and all I could do was sigh. I was sitting in bed with a crying virgin who I happened to be in love with. I guess it was god's way of punishing me for being such a royal bitch to everyone I had ever been with. I tried to keep breathing so I could stay calm and not get too freaked out.

"That's okay. I'm mean it's okay. You just haven't had sex with another person. You have... you know... done it alone right? " I could tell by the deer-in-headlights look on her face that I wouldn't like her answer.

"I've rubbed my clit before but that's it." She mumbled as she wiped her tears. I wanted to cry. How was I going to sleep with her? She had never been with anyone. No one had ever been between her legs and she had never been with anyone else's.

"You've rubbed your clit." I said, repeating her words. Trying to make them sink in.

"I was always a computer nerd and I never dated in high school. Then I went to college and I didn't have time or interest in looking for anyone. Then you show up in the restaurant and I fell for you. I'm sorry I didn't tell you." Zoey slumped her head forward in embarrassment. I sat motionless for a second before I made my decision. I wouldn't leave her because she had never had sex, I loved her. I grabbed her limp body and pulled her into my arms once again.

"It's okay. Everything is going to be okay." I rubbed the back of her neck until she sat up and smiled at me. She looked like she had just released a weight from her shoulders. I guess she had in a way. I couldn't help the mischievous smile that came across me. "You're a hot computer nerd, you know that?"

"You're incorrigible." Zoey laughed. I was oddly surprised at how happy HER happiness made me. I had never relied on anyone else for my own happiness. It had always been something I was in charge of but seeing her smile left me with a warm feeling inside, as cliche as that might sound. "So what now?"

"You tell me. When we have sex is up to you. All the details are. When, where, how. You tell me what you want." I pulled her back down into the bed with me and she lay in my arms peacefully.

"I don't know really. I've never done it before. What are my options?" Zoey giggled like a kid who was talking about something she wasn't supposed to. I rolled my eyes but I laughed as well.

"Baby, you are thinking about this a little too much. There are just a few things we need to get straight. Do you have a problem with me going down on you?" I was a bit frank, probably more than necessary. She blushed a bright red and looked away from me. I grabbed her face and made her look at me the way she had made me watch the movie. "There is nothing to be embarrassed about. It's just you and me here. You have to let me know what you're comfortable with. I don't want to do anything to scare you off."

Those words revealed exactly why I didn't sleep with virgins. They were timid and afraid and likely to run off as soon as something weird-ed them out. I had fallen for her too hard just to have her run away from me.

"Okay." she croaked. "I don't have a problem with that."

"You don't have a problem with what, Zoey?" I asked a bit forcefully. She had to be comfortable with everything before I even considered doing anything with her.

"With you going down on me."

"Okay. I think we have embarrassed you enough for now. We can talk more about this later, right now I am starving." I kissed her softly before heading to the bathroom. After I had gotten myself showered and dressed I headed out to make breakfast. To my surprise Zoey was sitting at my table making a list. I thought nothing of it and decided to make us food. I made the east stuff, pancakes, eggs, bacon, sausage and toast. I served us each a plate and took them to the table. Zoey looked at me and blushed again after looking from me to her list and back again. I was slightly afraid of what she had been writing.

"I'm better at writing then at talking so I thought a list would be better." she folded her list and passed it along the table to me with shaky hands. It was like we were in the third grade and she was passing me a note. I decided to go with it, since she was petrified, and I grabbed the note. She was acting like a child and I hated it. I wanted the calm and confident woman I had met at the restaurant. I wanted her to relax like she had before. I had to get her back. I left the note unopened while we ate. When we were done eating and the kitchen was cleaned I grabbed the still closed list and Zoey and I went to the livingroom. We sat together on the couch and she leaned against me.

"What does it say?" I asked her as I waved the paper in front of her. She blushed again and I could feel her skin warming.

"I didn't think this was going to be show and tell. I kind of expected you to read it alone, when I was far far away."

"Look, you don't need to plan sex like it is some sort of test. It has to happen naturally. Just think about what you are cool with. Do you want to go down on me?" I almost laughed when she turned an even brighter shade of red. I kissed her neck and repeated the question. She nodded. "Do you want me to touch you?" She nodded again. "Do you want to touch me?" once again she nodded to my question. "Then everything else is just extra. See you don't have to be all shy and shit. Just relax and everything will run it's course." I gave her her list back and she tucked it into her pocket.

Zoey laughed and we continued on like nothing had happened. I didn't push the sex issue for about four days. That's when I took her to a sex shop. She reluctantly agreed and went with me. I thought it would be like a field trip. We could talk about some of the stuff without me having to ask her about it. I thought the conversation would feel more natural. I told Zoey before hand that I knew the owner of the shop and she was a personal friend. I had known Jackie for years. We headed to the shop and Zoey still seemed a bit nervous.

"Hey Jackie." I said to my friend who stood behind the counter. I had Zoey's hand in mine. It was kind of cute.

"Ava, it's been so long. It's good to see you." Jackie said as she ran over to give me a hug. As soon as she let me go, I grabbed Zoey's hand again.

"Jackie, this is my girlfriend Zoey." I told her. Jackie looked at Zoey for a moment then shook her hand.

"I don't think I have ever heard of Ava having a girlfriend. Congratulations, you really lucked out. She's someone really special."

"I know." Zoey replied cooly. I was proud that she was so calm. She didn't look a bit nervous.

"Is there anything I can help you guys with?" Jackie stood back and looked Zoey over as if appraising her.

"No, we are just looking around for now." Zoey replied before I could speak. I was half a second from busting out laughing but Zoey grabbed my hand and led me away from Jackie.

She was a bit more timid when we were alone. She walked slowly by the displays and seemed embarrassed to look directly at any one thing. It was reminiscent of my first time in a sex store, I couldn't blame her for being nervous. We got to a display of strap-ons and Zoey paused for a bit longer than she had with the other things. I took that as I sign.

"What are you thinking?" I asked as I slipped my arms around her from behind. I wrapped my arms right under her breasts.

"I don't know. I was just looking?" she replied in a jumpy way, as if had caught her doing something wrong.

"You interested in something like that?" I whispered against her ear, trying to reassure her that our conversation was just between us. She just shrugged. "You interested in wearing it?" I asked, now I was the one being nervous. My voice was slightly shaky and I was afraid to scare her. I almost laughed. Zoey gasped slightly and shook her head. "You want me to use it on you?" I asked. I felt myself blushing and it was almost too much for me to deal with. I was blushing. In a sex store. That I had been to a hundred times. That was owned by one of my best friends.

"How are you guys doing?" Jackie asked as she walked up behind us. Both Zoey and I jumped causing my friend to laugh.

"We're good Jack." I regained my composure instantly and waved my friend away.

"Zoey is this something you want?" I asked more confidently as soon as we were alone again. Zoey looked back at me for a minute then smiled.

"What do you think?" she asked coyly as she spun around in my arms. I almost wet my panties at that moment. There was the girl I had fallen in love with. The smart strong funny girl.

"I think you do want it. I think you want it a lot." I whispered as I tightened my arms around her back. Zoey then leaned her head on my shoulder and turned her head to face my ear.

"You know me so well." she said smoothly. That time I was sure I had wet my panties. I kissed Zoey passionately in the middle of the store before calling Jackie over to help us pick something out. We ended up getting a strap-on that seemed pretty basic. The straps were easy enough and the dildo attached was a normal size. Seven inches and not too thick. There were some ridges and stuff on the inside to 'stimulate the wearer', namely me. I was pleased with our purchase and Zoey and I both went home with smiles on our faces but there was no sex that night. Zoey went home and I stayed at my place.

Two days later, on Friday night, I had invited Zoey out for dinner. I picked her up at her place and she was dressed to kill. A short red mini dress with black heels was what adorned her beautiful body. I was wearing a simple black cocktail dress and matching heels. Our dinner went well. The food was nice and the conversation was exquisite. We ended up going to my house after because it was a few blocks from the restaurant and it was pouring. I didn't want to drive in that kind of weather.

"Oh god, were soaked." Zoey said as we darted into my house. We were both dripping wet and laughing. I grabbed her and kissed her. I don't know why but the moment felt right. We stumbled around for a minute before I had her back pressed against the front door. My tongue licked at her lips begging for access. She graciously accepted. She tasted like the wine she had during dinner. We had each had a glass. I was surprised when I felt Zoey's hands pulling my hips towards her. Then abruptly her hands were on my face pulling me closer to her. I slowly let her go and backed up a bit.

"You need to hop in the shower before you freeze. I'll find you something to wear." I panted. I was mentally kicking myself in the ass for stopping her but it was the right thing to do. It was the responsible thing. Oh how I hated acting like a grown up. I so much preferred acting wreck-less but now with her. Not with my Zoey.

"Come with me." she whispered, almost asking me. I gave her an are-you-sure look and she responded by unzipping her dress and letting it fall to the ground. Standing in just a red bra and panty set, my jaw dropped. She was more stunning than I could've ever hoped. She reached for my hand and I stupidly followed her to the bathroom.

We kissed again when we got into the bathroom but it wasn't as intense. It was slow and loving. I licked at her lips when she backed away, just for the hell of it. She threw her head back and laughed before unzipping my dress. My clothing fell to the ground leaving me only in a black thong. I stood motionless, too afraid to actually make a move. I'm usually the more, what's the word, self assured one of the two fo us so it was odd for me to for her to finish stripping. She peeled off her bra and revealed the hottest pair of breasts I had ever seen in my life. They were a bit more than a handful, maybe a C like mine, with hard dark pink nipples that were almost calling my name. Her panties were next and I was almost sure that I had a mini orgasm when she took them off. Her mound and pussy was shaven except for a small strip of hair on the top of her mound that was expertly trimmed.

She smiled at me one last time before getting into the shower. It was like she was daring me. I took off my panties that covered my hairless pussy then followed her into the shower. The steam from the hot water started to envelop the room as I grabbed her and pushed her back against one of the shower walls. We made out like a couple of horny teenagers but then we calmed down. We washed each others hair and then she washed my body. I stood back and let her explore. Her hands on my back were a bit unsure. She used my washcloth and rubbed it around my back slowly. Then she turned me and washed the front of my shoulders. Her hands brought the washcloth lower, to my breasts, and moved a bit more self-consciously. After a minute she dropped the pretext of the washcloth and just rubbed me with her hands. Her hands felt like heaven but I remained calm. There was no moaning or panting or anything like that. I just kept breathing and stood my ground. She then turned me again and grabbed the washcloth once more. She rubbed my ass with the cloth before putting it on the rack. She gripped at my as firmly. There was no longer any fear or hesitation. My body was hers and she knew it. Her hands even dipped between my ass cheeks for a moment. I was surprised but I didn't let on. I stood stoic. She turned me for one final time. She looked deep into my eyes and kissed me once again. Her mouth moved to my shoulder and she began to lap up the water. Her hand slid down between my legs and found my clit. I jumped slightly at the unexpected move but I relaxed. She wasn't intent on making me come, I knew that. She was exploring. Her fingers left my hard aching clit and moved to my dripping hole. She pushed a finger inside slowly and kept it there for a moment. I was about to beg her to fuck me but I didn't. I let her remove her hand then I watched as she sucked on her finger. It appeared that she liked it.

Then she handed me the washcloth. "Are you sure, baby? We don't have to do anything else." She pushed the cloth into my hands and then silenced me with her lips.

I began washing her like I had been doing it all my life. I scrubbed her back as I hugged her front tightly against mine. I moved down to her ass and soaped her cheeks as well right before running the rag between her firm orbs of flesh. Zoey moaned and leaned into me a bit harder. I spun her quickly and pulled her back against my chest. I rubbed her breasts briefly before moving down. I dropped the rag and slipped my fingers around her hard little button. She gasped loudly and thrust her hips against me. I had barely touched her.

"Please don't stop." She begged put I took my hands from between her legs and I held her tight.

"Hush." I whispered. "We have all night." She reluctantly agreed and we both headed out. We dried each other off and got onto the bed. She laid her body back and I got on top of her. I kissed her gently, knowingly. Our tongues played together but eventually I couldn't take it anymore. I kissed my way down her neck and chest until I came to her beautifully tight nipples. I sucked one into my mouth gently and rolled my tongue all over it. She grabbed the back of my head and tangled her fingers into my damp hair. I moved to the other nipple and Zoey arched her back and pulled me tight. I didn't mind, not at all. When I knew she was ready I moved lower. I sucked all over her stomach, knowing she would have at least a dozen little 'love bites'. I licked around her belly button before forcing my tongue into it. You would've thought I had shoved two fingers into her pussy by the way she moaned. It almost sounded like a little yelp. I smiled and moved lower. I knew I would stay clear of her pussy for a little while longer but her clit was fair game. Standing erect, practically begging me to suck on it. And suck on it I did. I drew her knees back to give me more access and I rubbed the back her thighs as I kissed the insides of them. I licked at bit at her legs before giving into her pleas. She was begging me to 'just fuck her already'. I wrapped my lips around her little nub and I gave her the tongue lashing of her life. I rolled my tongue around it then scrapped my teeth across it and she was flailing around too much for anything else, I just sucked on her. She came screaming my name and locking her legs around my shoulders and pulling my head harder into her with her hands, and she was also grinding on me. When she calmed enough for me to move I crawled up next to her and kissed her.

"I taste good." she panted with a giggle.

"You certainly do." I laughed back. I kissed her head and her cheeks multiple times. "Are you okay? I mean, are you alright with everything that just happened?"

"I'm great but I was hoping we weren't don't quite yet." she had an determined glint in her eyes that let me know that I was nowhere near done pleasing her. "I was wondering if you wanted to... you know, go all the way?"

I laughed a bit more then kissed her again. Our tongues rubbed together for an instant before I let her go. "That's up to you. I still have our little purchase around here somewhere. I love you, Zoey, and I already told you that where when and how were all up to you."

"Okay. Here and now and with you. That's all I want." she smiled lovingly and I thought I saw a tear form in her eyes but they never went anywhere. I hopped off the bed and got the strap-on. I was never a big fan of them but Zoey wanted it and since it was her first time she deserved to have it her way. And if she wanted a fake cock to pop her cherry then so be it. I strapped it on and got back into bed. She was wet enough to where I didn't need any lube or anything so I just lay on top of her and kissed her for a while. The fake phallus rested gently between her thighs and soon enough she was trying to grind on it.

"I'm ready, baby." she moaned to me. I took a deep breath and tried to swallow the lump in my throat. I positioned the head at her entrance and moved down to kiss her again. I slowly moved in a bit and I immediately felt her natural resistance. Zoey grabbed onto my shoulders as I pressed in further. I felt her cherry pop under me and I heard Zoey's yelp of pain. I stopped all movements and kissed her pain away. I licked at the beads of sweat forming on her neck and I just held her as she got used to being penetrated for the first time. When she was ready to move on, she told me so and she began rocking slowly against me. I pushed into her inch by inch until I could go no further. I paused again and gave her a minute to relax with it inside of her. I knew it was stretching her and I knew it probably wasn't the most comfortable thing ever but I wanted her to enjoy it. It was all for her anyway. Suddenly her hands were on my ass and she was pushing me in and out of her slowly, more rocking than thrusting. She wrapped her arms around my body and held me tight and I continued rocking with her. I felt every bump and ridge on the underside of the strap-on rubbing against my clit and at my opening. Right as my breathing sped up and I felt the tell-tale signs of my orgasm, Zoey told me was almost there too. We came at the same moment and I literally saw stars. I remained inside of her while we both started breathing again.