The Club Pt. 06

"You were recommended by a member who knows your estranged wife very well and she felt that you were an ideal candidate for our programme but also realised that there needed to be an element of forcing involved with you so, after very careful vetting, we arranged for you to be abducted."

"The walk in the woods in the pouring rain and the mudbath and particularly the encounter with a passer by, were completely unexpected and unplanned by us."

" Nevertheless, your reaction to these events and your co-operation made our task so much easier so now, after careful consideration and interviews with all that you have had intimate contact with. It is time for you to make a decision."

" In essence, the choice that faces you in the short term is one of going out into the world with a clean slate as a T Girl or as a man who likes to cross dress. We think that you may already have made that choice but are aware that the ambience here at the club is vastly different from that in the outside world. In both events we will help you gain a fresh start but if you do decide to go as a T Girl we will provide you with a full wardrobe both slutty and demure and we will monitor you and help you with any problems that may arise."

" If you decide to go as a man who occasionally cross dresses, then we will set you up and leave you to your own devices without any support."

Carla paused and then asked " Any questions so far?"

"Well yes I do" I said " If I leave as a man who dresses, will I see Lisa, you or FemsRace again?"

Carla glanced at Lisa "No" she said. Firm and no argument.

"Before you decide" she continued "you do have a time to consider and, if you pick T Girl you can dictate which parts of your wardrobe and its style you wish to have."

" How long will that be, Carla?" I asked.

" Well believe it or believe it not, you have been here in the programme for about three weeks and there are parts of FemsRace that you have not yet seen or experienced all that is on offer here. " "But if you want to leave as a man, then this should be immediate, really for all our sakes. If as a T Girl then you may need more time to consider and we will be happy to grant that but you will have to experience a lot more than you have so far and some of it might well be quite unpleasant or indeed painful."

"What, like the dildo sex toy in rubber, thingy" I rejoined.

" Yes, similar but more...intense, more one to one....." Carla hesitated as if to say more but thought better of it.

" Tell me Roxy, did you enjoy fucking me?" The words sounded obscene from such a classy lady.

" Can I speak freely here Carla?" I said

" Of course, we welcome that" said Carla.

" Well, as you know, I have fucked the maid in my room after I woke up here, Gina at the Pony stables, Lisa here with a dildo then Maid 237 and now you. I would do the same again to any of you but the one I want to have experience with, the one that is the most memorable is maid 237. I hope you two gorgeous ladies are not offended by that but the maid 237 night was the most memorable and the most though provoking. I did not know until that night just how beautiful it would be to turn a man on and give such meaning to being dressed as a woman, how empowering it would be and how deeply satisfying. I was unaware of just how deeply that would affect me and it is that which I wish to explore more fully."

" I am fully aware" I continued "of the maintenance that is needed to maintain my allure and I am very pleased that I have crossed the bridge into bi sexuality. I can see now why I was so unhappy and vituperative to women in general. I was obviously wanting to join them and was perhaps a little jealous of their power over me. Now I know what I know, I cannot return to being full time male without returning to that lonely and nasty existence I think that I will leave here as a T Girl but would like to have more experience in that so that, when I do leave FemsRace, I will have a better idea of how I wish to present myself and whether this is a desire to be seen as a woman in public or whether I split my time between to two identities."

" Tell me Carla, Lisa, would you think that I am a candidate for gender re-assignment?"

Both shook their heads in disagreement but Lisa spoke " No roxy. We don't make such recommendations anyway and you would need to seek medical opinion elsewhere."

I thought for a moment. " So you are not seeing me having surgery then. What about chemicals? I have noticed my nipples being sensitive and a slight increase in my breast size even though I have lost weight" I smoothed down my waist cincher and tugged at the hem of my skirt.

" We haven't given you any hormones, if that is what you think Roxy but you must be aware that the body's chemical make up contains elements of both male and female hormones. Perhaps the FemsRace experience has just changed the balance slightly."

"OK Lisa, so no hormones in the tea then!" They both laughed.

" In that case Carla and Lisa, my first decision is to stay and not leave immediately as a cross dressing man. My second decision....well request really, is to see maid 237 again but this time with her dressed as she wants to dress and not as a maid. Can that be arranged? I would be very grateful and is it possible for me to know who all the other men are so that I can become the perfect slut that much quicker?"

Both women smiled. A touch indulgently I thought. Carla spoke first. "Roxy, you are quite the thing I must say. I am also bi sexual but Lisa is a lesbian. Yours is the first real male cock that either of us has had in quite some time."

Lisa chimed in " It is also part of my commitment to FemsRace to see you men through the system as it were and I don't normally allow sexual congress so early, if at all but you are such an exceptional candidate and took to the programme so quickly that you fair turned me on! Your cock is of little interest to me but your dido was just too good an opportunity to miss. Carla is my playmate when she comes here and she is married so can have a regular shag when she wants it but enjoyed you enough to give me a good time later."

"Maid237" she continued "is here to do maid training at the request of her Mistress. We had to seek her permission to give you the experience. I doubt if 'she' would be allowed to become a 'he' for a date with you anyway. I will ask though" this last as she saw my crestfallen face " There are other men here and some will be free to engage with you if they want to. You do of course realise that you have reached that point in your path in which such pleasures might result in some.......punishment?"

I looked at her quizzically and cocked an eyebrow. "Punishment?"

"Yes" she said "the next phase might involve that. Would you like to know more about that first?"

To be honest, I was not sure.